The Darkest Hour On The Darkest Night

Every hour at night is my darkest feelings but in mornings is another story but every darkest hour I feel when I walk outside and on nights when I see the full moon my darkest fears or darkest thoughts or feelings began to cause my pain or ease it I don't know why but that's just what happens some people say its just me but i doubt it why cause every full moon or change in the new moon I tend to go out side and feel strange I always ask my self so many questions that can never be answered... I know its not a good feeling or thing but mostly its brings me deep feelings that casue em sadness which leads to depression and of course when I listen to music it seems sad but its what calms me sometimes and My Darkest Hour fears me cause I tend to lsoe control of my anger and I dont know if all of this is making sence on this post but im just getting the same feeling from last night cause every night something happens that leads to the Darkest Hour....